Chaos 1

Lars is explaining multi dimensionality to me since January, and it takes a painstakingly long road to understand. To understand multi dimensional existence you have to have a very unique psyche which allows you to change between personalities just as quick as women can change dresses before special events. Being an actor can help a lot, because an actor’s brain is already set up to work on characteriology. And if an actor views his or her work on a higher spiritual level than an actor can sneak peek into many interesting things of future past and everything that there is to look into. To see infinity and act upon it is a great challenge to anyone even to the enlightened ones. An actor only stands on the steps of achievements from the point of view that his or her analytic ability of the universe is a bit sharper because an actor has to adjust to a character and a character must be adjusted according the life experience of the imagination and the flow of the universe. These fine tuning equipments are all available to an actor at all times, but using them is painful. An actor uses different tuners for a movie performance and another one for stage performances. Did you ever wonder why a brilliant stage actor’s recorded performance sucks on the screen, or a film star’s charms why won’t work on stage? It’s all about tuning within the mind and within the universe. Our brain has billions if not infinite numbers of connection possibilities and rewiring capabilities. To understand this chaotic existence within our head you have to be a very educated person, which education level is impossible to achieve within one life, only throughout many incarnation. And being an educated person doesn’t mean you’ll be able operate within the chaos of your brain structure, because you have to learn to switch off and on qualities, personality equipments and thinking patterns ergo be as flexible as a snake, and colorful as a chameleon. Enlightening can reach a pheasant in china as a light striking. Sudden realization of the oneness of the universe can throw humans off of their regular projectile patterns and suck them into a cracked inter dimensional existence. Why the pheasant in china? Why the Postman on a bicycle in Hungary, why the prescription mafia doctor in Corporate America? There are many levels of enlightenments. Although we understand our awakened state, but do we understand the whys behind them? Why did we awaken? For what purpose? Is it the end or is it the beginning of a new cycle? Why certain people awaken and why others won’t even if they have the best tuning equipment on the earth? What is the quality that gives some the ability to go through cycles to switch off the gear of awakenedness just to experience something new within this material existence? Can you switch off your awakenedness? Can you look at a flower and not to see the whys behind it? Can you force your mind to live as a postman riding a bicycle somewhere in Europe? Can you give up the greatest gift of knowing for the gift of not knowing? It is the real chaos theory here which I’ve discovered at this moment. The real multi dimensional existence happens within our willful falls from the heavens of understanding into the thick existence of purely material purposelessness which provides the ashes for our next phoenix rising into the next level of awakening. Which level is the last? The teacher of light or the pheasant of china? Isn’t it the proof that the deeper and thicker material bondage one can awaken from needs the most knowledge? If one has been raised in a monastery one has always been around the surge of enlightenment, not a big deal to awaken to the highest understanding. But if one licks the soil with one’s sweaty existence, than from that poor equipped brain activity what kind of master of light can awaken? When do you know to stop teaching and go back to school? The longest you avoid the next cycle the hardest the tuning is going to be and it will may happen against your own will. Lars teaches all these things to all of us, and more. Lars sometimes disappears and incarnates into the lowest forms of existence just to bring light into the darkest corners of the earth. He has showed me horrors, that none can imagine, none has seen, but those whom were responsible for them. Lars has suffered darkness to an extent that I only had to peek within one of his lives to be distressed. But he has showed all of us many sides of the darkness in many dimensions and he has also showed the way to emerge from the disgusting horrors of inhumane suffering. There is light everywhere, even in the darkest moments of one’s life, and there is a chance to reach for that light and escape from the hole. But everyone needs help to understand the difference between light and dark. Some needs religion, some needs hope in material things, some needs hard work, some needs the health. I could bring up examples from the dark experiences and emerges of Lars but it is impossible to write them down today, in this age of collective paranoia, and post 9 11 hysteria. 10 years ago yes, one could share truths of any sort, but today fear casts a shadow within this parallel universe on all awakenings. This dimension’s darkness is fear and anger and uncertainty. These things are all part of the order and they are necessary for all the unequipped minds to not to fall into insanity from the approaching chaos of dimension overlaying multiple existences. How someone does obtain equipments to understand? The answer is very simple but to do is very hard, because one need to leave the known comfort zones and one has to experience the deepest darkness of one’s existence. And I haven’t even been talking about the astral dimensions, which is another fine tuned parallel knowing within all of us. I advise a switch off for all the awakened ones, because all of them have to emerge from this very eloquent and precision built darkness off the beginning of the 21th century as soon as possible. The old equipments are ready to be thrown away or handed down to those whom are coming after you. All awakened ones have to learn a new way which is almost impossible given the short time we have before the multi dimensional existence kicks in. not the 2012 junk that many worships as a religion today. Many will bleed especially those with self assurance of the old ways; even those will bleed who were switched off, because of the cycle differences regarding the incarnation longetivities. Those that can make it will be able to bring back some kind of understanding but just the simple survival within these split multi dimensional and time varitype chaotic existences will be difficult. It is simple to be awakened as one from the many selves from the many dimensions, but imagine maintaining awakened states by being aware all selves of all dimension with different time lines and time factors. To be one and to maintain the centralized oneness you must switch off and awakened in the midst of the upcoming chaos.