The secret library readings

My name is Attila and I've met this guy Lars while I was reading in a higher consciousness memory past-future-present knowledge of everything library. As I've read Lars' memoirs from the beginning of time to the end of times I've got lost and intertwined in the chaos that only occurred to my limited brain as chaos and I've lost myself in the translation of the language that Lars' memoirs were written in, which is the experience type travel reading where you participate as Lars in Lars' stories.

Naturally Lars didn't think about getting away from danger. He thought since he can travel between dimensions his skin is safe, but the spirit world decided otherwise.
Lars' nature was always peaceful and no matter how much time he had to descend into the glowing moon's slow consumption he has always been the one getting out on top of things. Not in this crazy journey he made to the other side. I always read his recordings that he has left behind for us and I'm always amazed by his inventiveness, which he bears while he is on the other side. I couldn't do it.
I started to read these recordings after the full moon started to lose its fullness, and I tell you I didn't want to read the recordings. It's not my cup of tea. These kinds of journeys should be read by shamans and witch doctors not a simple seeker such as me. I can document them and I can translate them, but to explain you need a non Christian society or a society that purely relies on the spirit world.

The first reading:

Lars has find himself in an enclosed between dimensional ship. He wasn't afraid because he knew that this journey will be safe from negative expressions and fearful ideas of the Universe. He didn't really know why he had ended up here, because he didn't invite the thought of a space ship. Lars has looked around and found a bunk bed without the second level and a toilet with a lavoratory by it. He was calm because he knew he has everything he needs, or I think he projected these things to the reader to come so while reading we don't get confused or scared. We have all the basic need for a journey, so let's continue to read. Lars set on the bunk bed and waited. There was no time within this space ship. The reading doesn't clear up the time intervallic, but I think weeks must have passed before Lars started to get bored. Now he Projected a flute, because he knew (as he unbelievably knew many things about me as a reader) that I like the flute and since my consciousness as a reader will be able to get used to the timelessness of the ship, I'll need a subject to practice on. Lars although wasn't familiar with the environment, but he had all the theoretical knowledge about space Time continuum and all the anomalies, while me the reader did not. The flute has bent its shape. Looked like a U, like an object that could only exist like this as a form within the environment of inter-dimensional existence. But for to play that flute me the reader would need different sets of hands. My normal two dimensional hands would not be able to play the notes. Therefore Lars showed me how to evolve hands that could play that U shaped flute. His fingers become inter-dimensionally accepted and he started to play the flute. It was very difficult to comprehend what I've seen as a reader, because I've never seen and never heard of such things as metamorphosis to be able to keep contact and communicate between dimensional travel and existence. Finally I understood what Lars had to show me in this reading and, it wasn't anything other than if you want to read further into the secrets of the Universes you have to evolve not only your mental capacities, but have to be able to stay sane while you do it and continually translate it to your primitive brain functions. After this reading I was totally shaken out of my foundation about common physics and about my limited abilities to evolve.

The second reading:

Lars has travelled with the ship, but as Lars has noticed my limited abilities as a reader to comprehend what I really needed to document he had to step out of the ship's safe environment, because human brain is in its best shape when it's under stress. For some reason Humans on a low conscious existence are only be able to evolve when stress is on menu, but when it's on, quick decisions made to make them understand the laws of the universes even better. It seems that most humans can't comprehend and evolve in peace just yet, because they need to step over the addiction of stress. Why is stress? Since humans are also part of the One they know everything. But their knowledge is blocked by their own limitations to this material existence. The only way they are able to evolve into a higher realm is that if they trigger a stress signal that endangers their limiting environment which is the material universe. While the Material universe is in Danger humans tend to turn to their higher conscious self where they are in close contact with the oneness of everything, so their evolution becomes inevitable. The slowness of the evolution of the human species is hidden in the secret of the boundness of material existence.
Lars' stress signal was the inter-dimensional board of Judges. He took me to the most secret levels of the Judges and has taken me into the inter-dimensional drama of Oneness drama that has evolved from the speed of the universes. I've translated this reading. My fear is that while I explain the reading my translation isn't good enough for those who read the reading. Anyways. Lars took me into the Judge Superior's dealings. Lars introduced me to the son who wasn't as old fashioned as the father. The father Judge played by the book throughout the billions of years he understood that time had to be sped up so the Universes and their parallel manifestations can reach the end. He very dryly executed any new manifestation in any universe. Lars has showed me the main example. We have arrived into the 11th dimension where we were invisible to the universe which we were experimenting on. The 11th dimension is very similar to the universe's mirror image. You see and exist in the universe while you are in the 11th dimension, but you only exist there as long you don't manifest yourself. As soon as you manifest yourself you appear in the Universe which you observe. So The Judges son took Lars to the 11th dimension where they started to observe Voltaire. Voltaire is a French Philosopher by the way. He was one of the main thinkers that helped the Human race to think independently and discover the freedom of thinking itself. In a short while the Father Judge has also appeared and gave out the orders to the son to destruct Voltaire. Father Judge's decisions usually meant that the universe will lose gravity in its speed as it travels to the end, because by his decisions no independent thoughts therefore new manifestations could appear in the Universe. Every manifestation of thought means more gravity because the manifestation itself is material, therefore it has gravity. Gravity will slow speed and slow speed will result in late arrival or no arrival at all to the Oneness Zero point.
The destruction would've meant that Voltaire would've never written his books and no new philosophy would've manifested itself in this Universe. We must also know that Voltaire is not only a philosopher but also a messiah in some other universes. Messiahs usually slow down universes with their revelations, which will be given and multiplied by other humans. For example Jesus. His story was reinterpreted and translated into many different religions which have slowed down the universe where I the reader came from.
The Son of the father Judge is a more evolved inter-dimensional being. He also knows the purpose of his father, but he has a huge question. The question contains many things but to simplify it we can translate it to human thang like this: "So what if we have arrived to Zero Oneness point? What after?" And since there is no information after the arrival of the universes into Zero oneness point, the son sabotages his father's job by slowing down the speed of universes in a way that it seems to father judge as it has sped up by a million times. In human language he uses a so called slow exposition. As the son slows down the universes it's the same as we open up the lens on a film camera. We keep it open for a few seconds and then shut it. The result is a photograph that may have enormous speed recorded on it and resulted in one singe photograph. The Judge sees the photograph only and not the exposition's length. The son can play this way with the Universes by slowing them down a billion times if he wants it. How?
He sends Voltaire visions from the future. Very bloody, very bad. Voltaire's Stress level will rise and his immediate need for salvation and connection with the higher universal consciousness will result in a sort of awakening. He will not create the books that he supposed to create, but he creates something even bigger. He is one step closer to the 11th dimension where he can be an observer manifesto. Voltaire will not create the book by the given time where the Judge would check the creation of the book therefore overseeing his son's work. Voltaire will write the book much later and its content will be less, but its meaning more refined. He isn't accepted, because his strong connectivity to the higher consciousness, but a few who is in search to higher consciousness will be even stronger manifestos than Voltaire, by reading Voltaire's unaccepted books. This is how the Son cheats and although the universes are faster but they do not arrive, because he secretly creates more and more parallel Universes and heavier and heavier manifestations by awakening those whom are condemned by the judge.
This is the way Lars travels. When he notices me as a reader he shows me only things that I can understand and translate with my limited ability to comprehend. There are more advanced explanations and imagination projections, but I would not be able to understand them, maybe ten years from now, maybe tomorrow. More secrets I open up with my imagination I'll be able to manifest more of those explanations into this and inter- dimensional universes.

The third reading:

Lars now took me to a war zone. He and the twins and the girl who now decided to create faces of my old friends, prepared Lars' way to the High Overseer. They had the box of treasures in their possession. This box of treasures was hunted by all the world leaders, because it has contained a crown. The crown that meant kingship without going through the levels of understanding and without learning the ways of the One. Those that hunt the crown usually are destroyed by the Grand Overseer. Lars and his team planted the box of treasures and the mental copy of the crown in a cave system. They lay around the cave with a bloody mess like murdered soldiers. The faceless girl had the most fun because she had projected herself on a road sign as a crucified female blond soldier. They all lay dead, but Lars leaned against a park bench with a bleeding gut while the rulers of the earth have arrived. They had their gadgets and as they have passed the road sign with the girl on it they thought here we go! So they have approached to Lars who leaned to the bench in agony. One of the leaders stepped up to him. "Now see this is what you get by not helping us" he looked at Lars' bleeding gut and continued, "We've got this far, where is the box. Our readers don't show the crown anymore." Lars like a suffering swan finally gave it up that the crown is in the caves. The gadgets were weak but the copy of the crown still had some effect on them. The engineers were shaking their heads as they stepped into the caves. All the leaders followed them and as they disappeared, Lars has signaled the others and wounds have healed and strength came back, and they were on the road. From a distance they've still heard the explosion of the cave.
When they've reached the palace of white marble built 14800 years ago their dresses were the olive green silk with gold embroidery. The mantles had hoods and on the hoods they had the crown divided into three pieces. The twins were one now they had one third, the girl the other, and Lars had the front third of the crown. The Grand Overseer set behind an ancient richly carved table and looked straight into Lars's eye. As their eyes connected behind the Grand Overseer lightening of electric static like nerve endings in the Human body carved their paths in quick repeatedness. The Grand Overseer now questioned Lars, "Do you understand what this means?" Lars nodded, but I as a reader didn't get anything out of it. All three of them left through the campus's street right into the temple where the apprentice priests were preparing for their first inaugurations to be high spiritual leaders. They didn't have crowns but they had the hard earned knowledge, which was of course limited compared to Lars' achievements in this world. I as a reader was so proud of Lars and I could see the envy arising in the eye of a mid eastern looking priest's face. Lars noticed that I've noticed the jealous look and he had allowed me to read the man's mind. "How is this possible, that this three young nobodies coming from nowhere are wearing the crown and stand in the highest level of all leaders? Lars just smiled at the typical human weakness and flew into the inner chambers where the united the crown and put it into one of the chests. On the way back through the temple he pushed a thought to the jealous man. "We are millions of years old, don't judge by the look, if nothing, but this should be your first step to wear that crown one day."
I don't have a clue what this reading meant whatsoever, but for some reason it swallowed me by surprise and I've been taken by it.

The forth reading:

In this reading we have finally arrived to what I called the focal point. Lars has introduced me to an African tribe that has lived on a tiny island complex. The time wasn't determined, it could be Atlantis or it could be the Future. That wasn't important. The islanders were very creative in manifestations and they understood geometry above all. They could interpret anything with geometry. They could manifest anything any time with their geometrical superiority. While I was there they've built a fence around the island that served many purposes. They've loved fishing off of it. Lars guided my attention above the leader's head. He locked his eyes into Lars' and sent him the form that Lars needed for his next journey. It was a triangle built by a light spectrum I've never seen before. This triangle projected the knowledge of geometrical manifestations to the tribe. The reading ended because I didn't understand the triangle's meaning.

The fifth reading:

As I have failed to interpret the last three readings I've been given a bit of a stress boost reading in the travels of Lars. These readings are the ones where Lars is not in control, possibly in his early days of discoveries about the One. This reading has taken me to San Francisco in the thirties. Lars travelled by a very old motor car on a bumpy dirt road, with gigantic potholes in the middle. He drove through a street that must have to be shut down from the outside world from the public after sunset with huge iron gates. Every bum and homeless and prostitute and lowlife man moved in there after sunset. Lars knew how to get in there with even the gates closed. He explained while he took the reading on this course. "You must remember this: History always repeats itself, because the outside souls are not helping the evolution of earth souls." After this reading Lars opened up a portal where I could see the morning news. The president of the US which is G.W> Bush at the present time as I translate was terrorized by a pair of shoes. Then Lars tore me away from this scene and took me back to Pannonia, which was a Roman province. The Caesar has visited Pannonia and wanted to overtax the people above their ability to provide. One of the nobles has pulled down his boots and threw it to the Caesar yelling this word: "Marha"


The sixth reading:

Lars has taken me to a light funnel which has created light and sucked light at the same time. It looked like a whirlpool of light unable to starts its existence.

The seventh reading:

Lars took me back to a war. It must be something after the Vietnam War. Lars was a victim of bad leadership. Many of his buddies died without a cause by the captain's bad decisions. He didn't want to leave the lost base. Could be anywhere. All I could read out that it was hot there. Lars has attacked his own superior and shot him in the head with the captain's own gun, and then he reloaded this same machine gun and led the team out
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The eight reading:

This reading happens in the far future where our bodies can take anything. Lars decided to play with the waterfall. A huge man made dam served his and the twins and the girl's purpose. They had a 6 second fall in 90 degree. The Girl had the huge boat which was impossible to save after the fall, but the boat always stood quietly after their fall on the waterfall. Lars didn't like water much in none of his lives before and he was scared at each fall, but he did it anyways just for the excitement. One of his thoughts did come through the reading very strong while he didn't know how to breathe under water, but he did it anyways: "whose idea was this crazy game?"
At the bottom of the dam the boat rocked peacefully and Lars' peace rang with it. A light brown almost blond haired girl appeared and too his head in her lap. Lars lived in heaven and knew there is nothing impossible for him on planet earth.

The no readings:
Lars took me back to my bedroom and loaned me his all knowing self to examine myself and my manifestations. He allowed me to see myself Attila as I was sleeping. I was quite, but somehow restless. I didn't understand how this reading will work, but now I understand as I explain. This reading is a so called no reading, because it happens while you are in a reading room ergo in your sleep. The first day I materialized a cockroach running up and down in my bed. I jumped up and turned the lights on. I was looking for the cockroach which I truly believed I've killed with one thump while I've jumped up. It took me 1 minute to regain my daytime consciousness and realize that there is no cockroach, and there never was one.
The next no reading happened the next day when gigantic spider arms reached through the walls trying to get me. I jumped up and followed the mechanic spider as it crawled through the room. I could even see it as I turned the lights on. My brain could not adjust in time to the change in consciousness and left the projector open. I could observe the mechanical legs for a while even through my fear. I could not adjust for a half hour. The memory was so alive that my mind still believed in the existence of the mechanical spider legs. I could only fall back to sleep with the lights on.
The third no reading happened with bats as they invaded my house. It was dark 2: 47 in the morning I've looked at the dials of my digital clock. The bats were loud and bumped to my windows. Now I've remembered what Lars would do. I broke the windows and let the bats in yelling: "just come in you SOBs I'll take care of you. They did not dare to enter, not only that but they've disappeared. This was Lars' explanation for my blockade in understanding. Now I can translate the pure meaning of it. As long as you are only a reader and not an active participant in the action of understanding you will be controlled by fears that do not exist within this universe. These fears although not affecting your physical existence but they do affect your journey into the higher consciousness levels. You have to face your fears and let them try to overtake you, only then you will learn that your fears are nothing else than illusions. These illusions can burst as bubbles just like fears. As you control whom you love you control whom you are afraid of. You can leave both love and fear. Because we are free in nature. Our bodies can be enslaved, but not our spirit. And anyone can prove this who has ever been enslaved by tyranny. Physical enslavement can help the freedom of spirit also. But let's continue in the explanation of fear. Fear comes from the most unexpected places, but you must not forget that it is you who projects them by your insecurities. There will be lines of fears throughout your journey and you must face them, but never fear fear, because it's your creation, and it is you who can make it disappear also. As you elevate yourself into the higher and higher realms of consciousnesses you'll be in unknown territories and you will lose gradually the contact with your physical existence. This separation will cause insecurities which insecurities will materialize fears than manifest them within your subconscious. But exactly the higher elevation is the tool which will burst these manifestations. If you would fail for some reason to burst fear bubbles than your consciousness isn't strong enough to exist on the next level therefore you'll repeat your class. The structure is beautiful, just the practice hard.

The eight reading:

Lars took me to Armageddon. All the Leaders left and all law enforcement gave up their guns and their jobs. Only Lars whose level of consciousness was very similar to mine and a few other non cowardly officers stayed. It was the final battle between the negative manifestos and methamorpisers and the normal human population. Lars has collected as much ammo as much he could and chose a 45 that a captain gave him. He has loaded himself up and stepped out of the building B.P was already there waiting for him. They had shot some disgusting manifestations that looked like poisonous insects. Then they jumped into the arcades with the other defenders of Earth. Lars shot most of them. He was a very precise shot. Every bullet hit. All the others were cheering. Now was the hardest. He had to decide which alien manifestation was going to be human and which the disgusting ones are. He shot a woman right in the middle of the forehead which methamorphed herself into human form from insect in the exact moment of the shot. Everyone was cheering but Lars was disturbed. A female officer drew next to him: "How is that all of your shots hit target?" Lars answered while he reloaded: "I don't shoot like everyone else here, I shoot by energies, by feeling, and I don't even look at the gun as much. The target is front of me even if it's3 hundred feet away. I feel the shot, and not doing it." After this explanation all of the officer's shot's hit the target.

These readings show me Lars' different levels of consciousness as he progressed as he becomes an inter-dimensional traveler. Of course I can understand only what is close to my universe, what is close to my possible evolution into an inter-dimensional journeyman?